I’m not, You're not, in love
But it still hurts
It still rubs and rubs against my fragile heart
I left you
You left
Me
I do not regret it
I simply, merely, naturally miss you
And after all the time we grew amusingly together
I don’t even have a small picture of us,
I have nothing
Just memories of you
A sort of recollection and pieces of an ambiguous puzzle
A puzzle that lasted long enough and twisted itself until I realized I wanted more or so I thought i did
A puzzle of your face, your smile, your lips,
How they moved gently on to mine
How they synchronized our breathing to unison
Or how sometimes I would take a glimpse of your charming face in the middle of it and soften the tip of my tongue’s movements

I can’t be with you anymore
But I still can’t push you away
How can I?
You’re still the same old sweet guy you were before
But I couldn’t love you more
I couldn’t love you no more
Less isn’t more, and will never be enough
Because love is magic
Love comes and goes like a deus ex machina in a drama greek screenplay
Love is uncontrollable

I’ve deceived you
You’ve deceived me
Rubed this unavoidable, inevitable truth to my face
When I kept on hoping those 3 words would become apparent someday
For I needed them to
For I wanted to be loved
For I craved for an ethereal and beautiful passion

But I was selfish, egocentric
Because I know that deep inside you searched and longed for the same right thing
Because you’re lost, just like me
A delicate and troubled soul
I wasn’t right, for you
And you weren’t right, for me
But I would never stop caring about you
Because the moment I do feel concerned about someone
It never stops, never lingers, never fades to grey
   like love
What’s left of it, is affection,
And fondness never dies,
For it is the last thing that enables you to never entirely forget about someone, and cut the cord
A proof, that someplace, somewhere in the indefinite track of time, we both existed

Breathed together.